"If I go out there I could help a lot of people. If I go out there, I could also fuck us over for tomorrow and going forward. So. No. I'm not planning on going out there." His tone was a touch bitter about it though, feeling guilt over having made that choice. If he tipped anyone off about Josie's, they were goners. If he got stuck in a rescue and missed the meeting tomorrow morning, he'd ruin the chance to establish trust with those who showed up. He saw the value in playing the long game, he knew he couldn't save everyone tonight with his fists. That didn't mean he wasn't also aware that there were some people he could save tonight, and listening to his city right now, it was a weight he'd have to carry the rest of his life.
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