Yeah, it is. [And it's so strange to be talking about this outloud. Or the fact that she is so comfortable around Matt that she doesn't have trouble saying it.] I know it makes me sound like a crazy person, but in a way Clint has always been there for me. Right after dad died.
Are you able to see your reflection and say for sure that they don't look like kitty ears? [Maybe she can find someone dressed as a cat to prove her point.] ... Ask Heather? I don't think there's a single woman who doesn't enjoy playing with her boyfriend's hair.
It doesn't sound crazy. Family can be more than blood. And people you can count on might not take the place of people who are gone, but still fill some of the parts that were lost.
My suit guy wouldn't do me dirty like that. I bring him gelato sometimes, too. [Matt tries to picture asking Heather to do his hair in a new style.] I dunno. Maybe. [Giving Matt a head rub, he can certainly picture Heather doing that. Being silly with hairstyles... he's not certain she'll see the appeal in being silly. Maybe he's wrong.]
Yeah, that's a good point. Real close friends have always felt like family to me. [And she knows she's found one with the Bartons.] Guess I just feel like a crazy person over having had this... Parasocial relationship with Clint, I guess?
You need to introduce me to your suit guy. The fabrics he uses are amazing. And I can totally bring him gelato too! [Is it an exclusive thing, though?] When was the last time you tried something new?
I guess it's a tricky thing, isn't it? The parasocial thing. I've had people tell me that I've changed their lives, and I haven't always known their names. I guess that... if something I've done has inspired someone to live a better life, then it seems like it should be all right? Which it sounds like you've done with your original relationship with Clint. I'd imagine that's what he wants, partly why he ever suited up in the first place. To make a difference.
I can introduce you. [A beat.] You mean new with my hair? I don't think I've ever done anything really new. I just tell my barber to make me look good and trust him. I'm sure he's made some tweaks over the years to keep me in some semblance of current style.
Has that ever felt uncomfortable to you? People asking you to sign their tits aside... [Yes, she will never forget about that.] But yeah, I guess it can't be too bad if we ended up being partners. I really hope to make that sort of difference for someone someday.
You will?! [Excuse her if she sounds so excited. But this so makes her feel like a pro.] See? Exactly why you should at least try it. At least I like how you're lately wearing more t-shirts under your coat instead of the old buttons up.
It's made me feel guilty sometimes I guess. To not know the names and stories of those people. Most of the time they're really sweet and aren't demanding or anything, I just feel bad because I'm me. And how do you know that you haven't made a difference like that already? You've helped a lot of people by now.
I will. I trust you, and I'd rather you have better armor. Or at least the option of it. Hell, you might know my LA guy. Luke Jacobson? I guess he designs regular outfits for superheroes and celebrities too, and he must go to all the parties because when I'm there he's trying to get me to go to parties. He says I need to network better. ... and now you're sounding like him with the t-shirts. What's wrong with button ups?
Trust me, as someone at the other side of things? It doesn't really matter if you don't know their names, they really just want to get out of their chests just how much you meant to them. It's important that you know, Matt. [Of course, back in the day she would have died for Clint to know her name. It's a miracle she survived it.] ... People don't even know who I am.
... Wait, the designer?! [Kate asked before Matt was even finished.] You kidding? Yeah - Yeah, he once dressed my mom!! [The guy is now doing superheroes outfits? Oh, she SO needs to have a word with him!!] Look, there's nothing wrong with the button ups and they look great on you. But this is a nice change and it makes you look still in control but more relaxed.
Well, no. But people on the street talk about Daredevil. When they see me they don't even think of calling me Hawkeye. I have to clarify it, Matt.
His work is amazing. The gown he made for mom was insane. It was as if she was wrapped by the sky and covered in stars. A dream dress. [And Kate it's not even that crazy about fashion.] What kinda parties did he try to take you to? Ones with other heroes or just celebrities? Anyway, you should try sneakers instead of wearing shoes all the time.
They saw what you did no matter what you're called. If you tell them in the moment you're Hawkeye, I bet they remember it. What stuck first though was the action, as it should.
I will take your word on the dress. I can verify that he makes good suits. I can move well in the ones he's designed. And I didn't ask for details on the parties. He just said I should go with him and network. I said I was busy with a case. Which I was.
.... Guess I shouldn't be focusing so hard on the brand. But I wanna make Clint proud, you know? Keep his legacy alive, for people to know that it's also on his name.
Oh, please take me! We can go see him and to one of those parties! The networking would do wonders for the firm, Matt! Bet they'll give you the loan if you represent a big celebrity!
Yeah, but I'm not talking about gym sneakers. We're talking expensive, collection ones.
I was called the Devil of Hell's Kitchen for a long time before Daredevil started, so just give it some time for the name to stick. You're memorable no matter what.
Kirsten already whores me out about twice a year to take on money cases. To make up for my pro bono work. We can visit Luke, though.
I can assure you that I will never be talking about expensive collection sneakers. If I'm wearing sneakers it's because I'm dressing down very casually and I don't need collection anything for that.
['You're memorable no matter what'. With a deep breath, her chest swells with something sweet and pure. Something she'll feel the echo of every time she remembers his words.] Did you like it? When people started calling you Daredevil, I mean.
Hey, it's a pretty good deal if you ask me. A couple of meaningful cases in exchange of helping as many people as possible?
Okay, okay. I get the Jesus wearing sandals vibes. But... Suede nikes, Matt. Nothing too crazy but that gives the casual and yet professional vibe.
The New York Bulletin came up with it. I can't remember the writer in particular. It's a little goofy, I know, but it's better than the Devil of Hell's Kitchen.
I can honestly say that I do not care in the slightest about celebrities. I care if someone's done something great for the world, and I'll admire that good deed, but I do not give a shit if they're well known or not and I don't care what they have for breakfast or where they go on vacation.
Nah, those assholes only wear flipflops. I'm with the good, hardworking masses of the world who need shoes that can both work in a courtroom and running on a rooftop on occasion.
I don't know. I think it fits in different levels, besides, it's short, strong and catchy. Really works for you. Besides, the alternative was kind of a mouthful.
What if it's a celebrity that does a lot of humanitarian work? I mean, come on, Matt. I know you're all for 24/7 defending those in need, the regular people. But you do need that loan, don't you?
I will consider someone rich and deserving of my talents. I already have one wealthy asshole we have to represent, I can only take one at a time. Although if they're a client, I can't take a loan from them. That's unethical.
Not just me. Most of the world isn't millionaires and billionaires, Kate. I'm not isolated in not being that.
You know, I've never asked him. But, if I recall correctly, his unauthorized biographies said something about him getting the name while working at SHIELD.
You're representing an asshole right now? [God, he really had so much on his plate lately.] No, but a big name brings attention and if the firm becomes popular that might help with the loan? [She waited.] I don't know, Matt. That's my guess. I've never had to ask for a loan myself.
Hey, you said something about representing lawyers that also run over rooftops! I thought you were now going after a very specific demographic of clients now.
I guess SHIELD agents would have codenames. Did he like it?
We are. Kirsten took the meeting this morning. I guess she could tell I wasn't in the mood. ... no, getting big name clients does bring in money. I'm just grumpy.
Point, but I just meant a lot of people work hard on their feet and want nice but durable shoes doing it. I've ruined so many loafers.
It sounds like you and Clint need that app that helps you get to know your partners. Just turn off the romance options.
That's always easier said than done, isn't it?
I do. It's why I don't mind spending money for good quality items. You know? I don't care about a brand name but if there's a reason for it being well-known then I'm okay with it. Poor people end up spending more money over time because they have to buy cheap and it doesn't last. ... but that's a rant for another day.
Yeah, no, I don't wanna associate those two things together, options off or whatever.
Okay, that's a good point. But can you at least pretend that you're trying?
[Even though she can tell he is self-conscious about how he sometimes starts babbling away, Kate enjoys it every time.] Hey, no. I totally feel you. And don't stop on my account, I love your ranting.
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Are you able to see your reflection and say for sure that they don't look like kitty ears? [Maybe she can find someone dressed as a cat to prove her point.] ... Ask Heather? I don't think there's a single woman who doesn't enjoy playing with her boyfriend's hair.
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My suit guy wouldn't do me dirty like that. I bring him gelato sometimes, too. [Matt tries to picture asking Heather to do his hair in a new style.] I dunno. Maybe. [Giving Matt a head rub, he can certainly picture Heather doing that. Being silly with hairstyles... he's not certain she'll see the appeal in being silly. Maybe he's wrong.]
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You need to introduce me to your suit guy. The fabrics he uses are amazing. And I can totally bring him gelato too! [Is it an exclusive thing, though?] When was the last time you tried something new?
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I can introduce you. [A beat.] You mean new with my hair? I don't think I've ever done anything really new. I just tell my barber to make me look good and trust him. I'm sure he's made some tweaks over the years to keep me in some semblance of current style.
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You will?! [Excuse her if she sounds so excited. But this so makes her feel like a pro.] See? Exactly why you should at least try it. At least I like how you're lately wearing more t-shirts under your coat instead of the old buttons up.
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I will. I trust you, and I'd rather you have better armor. Or at least the option of it. Hell, you might know my LA guy. Luke Jacobson? I guess he designs regular outfits for superheroes and celebrities too, and he must go to all the parties because when I'm there he's trying to get me to go to parties. He says I need to network better. ... and now you're sounding like him with the t-shirts. What's wrong with button ups?
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... Wait, the designer?! [Kate asked before Matt was even finished.] You kidding? Yeah - Yeah, he once dressed my mom!! [The guy is now doing superheroes outfits? Oh, she SO needs to have a word with him!!] Look, there's nothing wrong with the button ups and they look great on you. But this is a nice change and it makes you look still in control but more relaxed.
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Not kidding. He does good work. And I'm glad my t-shirts have the seal of approval.
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His work is amazing. The gown he made for mom was insane. It was as if she was wrapped by the sky and covered in stars. A dream dress. [And Kate it's not even that crazy about fashion.] What kinda parties did he try to take you to? Ones with other heroes or just celebrities? Anyway, you should try sneakers instead of wearing shoes all the time.
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I will take your word on the dress. I can verify that he makes good suits. I can move well in the ones he's designed. And I didn't ask for details on the parties. He just said I should go with him and network. I said I was busy with a case. Which I was.
I wear sneakers when I go to the gym.
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Oh, please take me! We can go see him and to one of those parties! The networking would do wonders for the firm, Matt! Bet they'll give you the loan if you represent a big celebrity!
Yeah, but I'm not talking about gym sneakers. We're talking expensive, collection ones.
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Kirsten already whores me out about twice a year to take on money cases. To make up for my pro bono work. We can visit Luke, though.
I can assure you that I will never be talking about expensive collection sneakers. If I'm wearing sneakers it's because I'm dressing down very casually and I don't need collection anything for that.
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Hey, it's a pretty good deal if you ask me. A couple of meaningful cases in exchange of helping as many people as possible?
Okay, okay. I get the Jesus wearing sandals vibes. But... Suede nikes, Matt. Nothing too crazy but that gives the casual and yet professional vibe.
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You're sounding like Kirsten right now. I know, I know, I need to compromise.
I feel like if I wore sneakers with a suit I'd look like an asshole. Like those sad techbro dudes. I can hear them wearing sneakers.
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You have to admit that it'd be really fucking cool to represent some celebrity.
Fine. You can be like stuck-up millionaire bros that only wear dressing shoes then.
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I can honestly say that I do not care in the slightest about celebrities. I care if someone's done something great for the world, and I'll admire that good deed, but I do not give a shit if they're well known or not and I don't care what they have for breakfast or where they go on vacation.
Nah, those assholes only wear flipflops. I'm with the good, hardworking masses of the world who need shoes that can both work in a courtroom and running on a rooftop on occasion.
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What if it's a celebrity that does a lot of humanitarian work? I mean, come on, Matt. I know you're all for 24/7 defending those in need, the regular people. But you do need that loan, don't you?
So, you're just representing yourself?
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I will consider someone rich and deserving of my talents. I already have one wealthy asshole we have to represent, I can only take one at a time. Although if they're a client, I can't take a loan from them. That's unethical.
Not just me. Most of the world isn't millionaires and billionaires, Kate. I'm not isolated in not being that.
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You're representing an asshole right now? [God, he really had so much on his plate lately.] No, but a big name brings attention and if the firm becomes popular that might help with the loan? [She waited.] I don't know, Matt. That's my guess. I've never had to ask for a loan myself.
Hey, you said something about representing lawyers that also run over rooftops! I thought you were now going after a very specific demographic of clients now.
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We are. Kirsten took the meeting this morning. I guess she could tell I wasn't in the mood. ... no, getting big name clients does bring in money. I'm just grumpy.
Point, but I just meant a lot of people work hard on their feet and want nice but durable shoes doing it. I've ruined so many loafers.
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Matt, you're not being grumpy. You are putting up with the giant shitshow that New York is right now. Cutt yourself some slack.
Hmmm... Daredevil needs his sensible shoes.
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That's always easier said than done, isn't it?
I do. It's why I don't mind spending money for good quality items. You know? I don't care about a brand name but if there's a reason for it being well-known then I'm okay with it. Poor people end up spending more money over time because they have to buy cheap and it doesn't last. ... but that's a rant for another day.
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Okay, that's a good point. But can you at least pretend that you're trying?
[Even though she can tell he is self-conscious about how he sometimes starts babbling away, Kate enjoys it every time.] Hey, no. I totally feel you. And don't stop on my account, I love your ranting.
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Will we both pretend, then?
... you do?
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Will you pretend for me, too?
Of course. I like it when you get all passionate and shit, it's pretty fascinating to hear you. Unless you're bullying me, obviously.
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