I don't think that's sad. It's kind of the opposite. I mean, the greatest memories are not attached to special dates. But a good time with you and your friends was like, a regular Tuesday or whatever.
I better be there to see his reaction, Matt. Besides, someone needs to describe it to you!
And you really nailed it when it comes to having amazing friends.
Hey, I'm gonna stick close just to hear that tonight. And, you know, maybe help you if things get dirty or whatever. Use those heels as the mortal weapon they were designed to be.
I'm boring. I want to know your other friends. Unless you're embarrassed by me.
Vanessa is my target. When I take to the floor with her, clear everyone else out.
[Target. Matt doesn't use those words. Venom drips from his tone. Fisk has been his enemy for twenty years. Fisk has been his mountain and boulder. Fisk has been what he's won.
Target.
The devil is hunting tonight. Matthew isn't after Fisk's weak spot tonight.
I would never be embarrassed of you! [She does sound worried, though. He is joking, right? Please be joking.] You're probably the most respectable friend I have, Matt. I'm just worried of scaring you off with a bunch of horny Swifties.
[The shift is too clear. Not just over how he words things, but because she recognises that tone.
Can she argue with him, though? She's just as angry as Matt. In a way, they both carry a history with Fisk.]
Wow, no pressure. I just have to keep the task force and Fisk busy. [She tried to joke.]
That's so not what that means! The audacity, Matt. Quit putting words in my mouth. [She sounded both shocked and holding back a laugh.] I mean me and my friends are such a mess while you're a respectable lawyer that wears a tie at all times and listens to jazz.
Exactly. We are a team. And if you force me to dance with that evil walrus to distract him I'm never forgiving you.
I think part of that does come with age, though. Not always, but I remember being much more of a mess in my early twenties than I am now. Or maybe now I'm just a mess in other ways. Either way, I bet your friends are nice.
I'll find a way to speak with her that doesn't leave you hanging. I promise.
What were you like in your early twenties, Matt? [She instantly smiles at the mental image of him maybe in something less formal, acting a little goofier maybe?] Ok, once this is over? Big night out and drinks. I'm introducing you to my friends. Then we can go, totally shiftfaced, to feed the ducks in the harbor. Someone's gotta tell them that Marshall is good.
Good. Whatever happes, tell her that even you can tell that she looks tired.
A little cockier, a little less cynical. A lot more figuring out how I was going to get anything done. Law firms don't just land in someone's lap - or well, not when you have no money or firm to inherit. I did a corporate internship while going to law school and quickly figured out even if that's where the money was it wasn't for me.
Did you and Foggy partied like crazy or were you guys all business? [It could go bothw ways, really. Because she had met the older, more mature version of them both and had seen what a pair of fun dorks they had been together. But then, hard work was clearly what got them there.] Wish I had met you back then. You think you would have liked me? [Well, shit, that sounds so wrong.] I mean, I could see all of us hanging and stuff.
[She would have melted for him. Like she does now.]
There's way cheaper ones. But I'd like to think this will fuck with her head.
There was some partying, especially at Columbia. Of course I would have liked you. You're a good person, Kate. We might not have had that many overlapping interests, but I think we'd get along.
I do wonder if she and Fisk sleep easily. I hope they don't.
Well, aside from the vigilante work, not sure if we even have many interests in common now. But I like to learn about the stuff you're interested in.
That makes two of us. [She considers things.] I honestly don't understand how some people can be evil. How do you live with yourself doing the stuff they do?
Boxing, maybe. Even if your type of boxing isn't the same as mine. We both like to read, don't we? You're right though, our interests don't overlap much.
I don't understand it, either. Unfortunately, I do know what it feels like to hate and want to hurt. I like to think though that I don't want to hurt people who don't deserve it. I try not to use violence first, period. [He does not always succeed, and it makes him worry and wonder about himself.]
Kick-boxing? I'm sure we can meet in some middle-ground, Mr. Ninja. [They still owe each other a sparring session.] You read more than I do lately, but yeah. Guess you can really get along even if you don't always share the same hobbies. Like, the love for a dog.
Matt, you know that what you do is totally different...
The neon lights were how I could originally afford it. They shaved off the price because of them, but the light from them obviously doesn't keep me awake. ... I guess it does mean a lot to me. After my dad died, I didn't have a home. So when I could finally afford to make myself one, yeah, it was a pretty cool feeling.
Some of the time, of course I do. Other times I regret that I don't feel regret.
[She's probably have to cover her head with a pillow to sleep on his couch, but frankly he doesn't care. Still, Kate won't bring it up to keep Matt from worrying.] Well, it is pretty roomy. I love the stairs too, by the way. But yeah, that makes sense. Please tell me you threw a house-warming party.
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Date: 2025-05-07 09:47 pm (UTC)I better be there to see his reaction, Matt. Besides, someone needs to describe it to you!
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Date: 2025-05-07 09:55 pm (UTC)... I'll owe you that exchange if I don't fit it in tonight, Kate. You can hold me to that.
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Date: 2025-05-07 10:20 pm (UTC)Hey, I'm gonna stick close just to hear that tonight. And, you know, maybe help you if things get dirty or whatever. Use those heels as the mortal weapon they were designed to be.
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Date: 2025-05-07 11:11 pm (UTC)You got my back, I got yours. And what matters most is protecting the innocent people's.
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Date: 2025-05-07 11:15 pm (UTC)Should we go in with a strategy? I know we both think on our feet, but... Vanessa is his weak spot, isn't she?
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Date: 2025-05-08 12:01 am (UTC)Vanessa is my target. When I take to the floor with her, clear everyone else out.
[Target. Matt doesn't use those words. Venom drips from his tone. Fisk has been his enemy for twenty years. Fisk has been his mountain and boulder. Fisk has been what he's won.
Target.
The devil is hunting tonight. Matthew isn't after Fisk's weak spot tonight.
Tonight, the Devil Himself is getting his due.]
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Date: 2025-05-08 12:12 am (UTC)[The shift is too clear. Not just over how he words things, but because she recognises that tone.
Can she argue with him, though? She's just as angry as Matt. In a way, they both carry a history with Fisk.]
Wow, no pressure. I just have to keep the task force and Fisk busy. [She tried to joke.]
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Date: 2025-05-08 11:07 am (UTC)... no, I wouldn't leave you to handle Fisk alone.
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Date: 2025-05-08 11:24 am (UTC)Exactly. We are a team. And if you force me to dance with that evil walrus to distract him I'm never forgiving you.
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Date: 2025-05-08 11:41 am (UTC)I'll find a way to speak with her that doesn't leave you hanging. I promise.
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Date: 2025-05-08 11:51 am (UTC)Good. Whatever happes, tell her that even you can tell that she looks tired.
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Date: 2025-05-08 12:39 pm (UTC)That's the ultimate insult, huh?
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Date: 2025-05-08 01:07 pm (UTC)[She would have melted for him. Like she does now.]
There's way cheaper ones. But I'd like to think this will fuck with her head.
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Date: 2025-05-08 03:00 pm (UTC)I do wonder if she and Fisk sleep easily. I hope they don't.
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Date: 2025-05-08 03:41 pm (UTC)That makes two of us. [She considers things.] I honestly don't understand how some people can be evil. How do you live with yourself doing the stuff they do?
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Date: 2025-05-08 03:51 pm (UTC)I don't understand it, either. Unfortunately, I do know what it feels like to hate and want to hurt. I like to think though that I don't want to hurt people who don't deserve it. I try not to use violence first, period. [He does not always succeed, and it makes him worry and wonder about himself.]
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Date: 2025-05-08 08:53 pm (UTC)Matt, you know that what you do is totally different...
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Date: 2025-05-08 09:34 pm (UTC)Do I?
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Date: 2025-05-08 09:40 pm (UTC)You should. [But he loves tearing himself down.] Pretty much everyone has intrusive thoughts.
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Date: 2025-05-08 10:45 pm (UTC)Not everyone has acted on them, though.
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Date: 2025-05-08 11:01 pm (UTC)Yeah, well, not everyone has the chance to actually do something when they face people who hurt other people.
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Date: 2025-05-08 11:11 pm (UTC)Having the chance doesn't always make it right.
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Date: 2025-05-08 11:17 pm (UTC)You regret the things you do?
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Date: 2025-05-08 11:23 pm (UTC)Some of the time, of course I do. Other times I regret that I don't feel regret.
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Date: 2025-05-08 11:27 pm (UTC)... You mean the thing with Bullseye?
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